Angela

For my cousin Angela, I have been praying for you off and on but tonight I feel like this came to me from nowhere, I wasn't even thinking of you but, suddenly I feel such a burden for you that tears are falling, and my heart is hurting for you. I don't know what is going on but I felt like telling you this.

When nothing makes sense in Life, and you feel that the Whole world has left you all alone, that's when God can make Himself known to you the best, it's at the darkest times of Life, we need Him most. If my Life had been beautiful and painless and I had not become so broken, I would have never needed Him, looking back at the mistake I made, the hurst of my life caused by friends, the hurt caused by people I respected and trusted, the lies that was told about me that cause others to shun me to this very day,  some when I was a child/teen, some since I have become an adult, I know those events left scars, but, I also know they made me a stronger and a better person.
Most of all, I found that the God my parents taught me about for my whole Life, He really does exist and He had never left me, he had never stopped loving me....This Summer I remember asking Him, "How could you love me, I am so broken, so broken I fear I will never be whole again, I am such a mess how could you love me", and I felt His reply, " I love EVERY BROKEN PIECE of you"  Sometimes Life can leave us Broken, but just remember, God loves every broken piece of you, and He can make you whole again.
You are a beautiful person, a person with a great capacity for Love and tenderness for others, a fragile soul with so much potential, I pray that you let God heal your broken heart as only He can. It won't happen overnight, it's more like a gentle breeze that becomes a mighty wind....and you realize, Your still standing, and your stronger. You'll see the scars but the wound will be healed. I am praying for you, and I LOVE YOU! Most of all, God Loves you, He has always been what you have been searching for.





Jesus, Is my high tower
a light in a dark hour
Without Him, I could not see
He is closer than a brother
Above Him there's no other
Without Him, Where would I be
Oh Jesus, What a friend is He


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He is the Rock upon which I stand
He is present help in time of need
When this whole world has left me all alone
I can feel Him walking right by me
When Everyone walks out, That's when He walks in
Proven once again that He's my dearest Friend
 And he Promised He would go with me always
Even to the end


Just as long as this world stands
He promised he would hold my hand
so I'll never walk alone
He said, He would go with me always through good time and through bad days
He will be my Friend and Guide
Oh, Jesus, Your the Best Friend in my Life