I know....

your ready for a new post  but I haven't really had anything on my heart lately. I will tell you about my day yesterday though.....
Took the kids to  school, came home started on laundry, ate breakfast, and picking up all the little things in the floors you know just normal things.
Then i sat down to start making hair items for my sister and Sarah to sale. I had been sitting there for about 60 min when the phone rings it was the school I'd say it was about 12:30 or so, Tre` was sick, so I had to go get him, which meant I had to take a quick shower and fix my hair cause i knew once I gothim the day was over as I already had a DR. apt for Cayden at 3. So I get him and we go to urgent care, he goes white as can be and feels like he is going to puike I am trying to check in so I ask if they have a bowl or a bathroom he can use. They let him in the back and once he gets back there he must have asked the head office lady(I think that is who she is) for a bowl cause he forgot where the bathroom was, he is still only like 8 ft away from me and behind the door but the way it's set up we can see him and hear, so the receptionist checking me in tells her Boss that he needed the bathroom. I get finished checking in and I go to the UNLOCKED door to go check and see if he has passed out, I walk in and the BOSS lady said, "Can I help you?" in a tone that really said "What do you want?!" I told her I was looking for my son who had just come back and she said "He's in the Bathroom/", I asked if he was okay since she clearly was not wanting me back there to which she replies "I don't know he went to the bathroom."  so as I walk to the door that was maybe 3 ft from her she turns to the lady she was talking to and says " We have Got to get a lock on that door!"  so help me......I wanted to turn and let her have an ear full, first of all it's called URGENT CARE not, "LET'S HAVE LUNCH BROUGHT IN AND STAND AROUND AND TALK WHILE CHILDREN ARE  NEAR THROWING-UP AND PASSING OUT!"  BUT I didn't....I did however decide next time we go and the kids are throwing up I will let them do so in the floor, by the reception area.......just kidding.....really I am.....okay I am trying to be Kidding. but anyways we finally went to the waiting area and sat there for over an hour. did I mention WITH ETHAN?! Cause that is important, it changes everything. He had brought a piece of 2x4 wood to play with....

We finally get in and the lady Dr. is super nice, (Thank You Lord, cause after the first one and setting with Ethan in that waiting area I couldn't handle anything more) but she is one of those people who are, how can I put this without being offensive, she was "overly" concerned. His fever was 103, he was nauseated, chilling and shaking, and sore throat, back hurts, felt dizzy hadn't ate cause he missed lunch at school when he was sick, I mean he was just didn't feel good at all. But this Dr., bless her heart, she starts kinda going into emergency mode I guess like she seen the fever was 103, starts asking what he had eaten or drank, tells me he could need iv fluids within 5 hrs with a fever this high and his nasal passage being dry and his lips chapped,orders a shot of phenegren, starts saying flu A and B are going around which is swine flu, I am sitting there thinking, SWINE FLU?! Hospital??! IV Fluids?! PHENIGRIN?! ARE YOU KIDDING ME?! I was trying hard not to laugh because, it was just like we have been out in the waiting area for over an hour and when I picked him up his fever was only 99.0.....well.....if you know Tre`, you have to understand he reacts to the emotions of those around him, if I am upset or act like something is wrong with him, he immediately starts thinking he's dying, no matter how he feels. OF course he starts reacting to this DRS. emotional reactions and as soon as she left the room he starts taking deep, choking breaths like he is dying, I  start trying to calm him down and reassure him he is fine, he is just sick, he starts crying and saying "But I am hurting, Mom!!" In the meantime I call the Middle school and ask them to have Cayden in the office so I can just run in and sign him out without waiting. The Dr. comes back in and sees him crying and says "What's wrong?!, What's wrong?" I told her he is just a little over dramatic....so of course the flu test was negative, as was teh strep test but he had been drinking a glass of water so I wasn't real sure on the strep test results....by this time it is 2:53 and Cayden's apt is at 3:00.  Tre` gets his shot in the leg, and we grab a prescription on the way out the door and run to the van and the middles school to get Cayden. we pick him up then go to his apt, where I have to leave Tre` in the van and Jadyn sat in the van doing her homework, but little Dennis comes inside with me...... needless to say it was quite the day. comical. stressful. and my nerves were shot, but in the end it was okay, and it could have been a lot worse!
Tre` just has a virus and is home today and here I am blogging so you can get a good laugh out of my day.....so today i plan on doing yesterdays plans ;) 

Sometimes, I cry....

I love this song written by Gerald Crabb, and sang by his son Jason Crabb. However, while the chorus was my very heart the verses were not . So I did I "Re-write" to it, which means I just wrote in my own words to his beautiful song. Here is Jason Crabb singing it, I don't want anybody thinking I am taking credit for a song I didn't write.
http://youtu.be/Mv23ZHYLx2s

Here is my version of this beautiful song: I think my music is a little different too, one day I will try to record it for a friend who needs to hear it (not cause I am so great but because there is a HUGE difference in reading a song and having it sung to you) and upload it.
Sometimes I Cry

1^st. Verse

I look the part

blend in with the rest / of the church crowd
I know the routine                             
I could list all the churches here in Town
Read my bible and pray
I know all the  right words  to say

I’ve been born again, without a doubt

I know I'm saved

Cho.                                                                                         

But sometimes I hurt and sometimes I cry

sometimes I can't get it right  no matter how hard I seem to try
sometimes I fall down stumble over my own disguise
I try to look strong as the whole world looks on

but sometimes alone I cry
2^nd Verse
When I am broken inside

Fearing I’ll never be whole again

He speaks to my heart

Says he Loves every piece of me

He restores this broken vessel,
for the world to see
I know God is good, all of the time
there's no doubt for me

 Cho 2:

But sometimes you hurt and sometimes you cry

sometimes you can't get it right  no matter how hard you seem to try
sometimes you fall down stumble over your own disguise

You Don’t Have to look strong, Cause God sees beyond And He’s botteled every tear you’ve cried.

Ending Tag: You don't have to look strong, cause God sees beyond,

and you've never been Alone when you've cried.